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I don't ask much here, but please, can someone help me? :'(
I cannot sleep, my heart is hurting and it feels like I'm almost having a panic attack and deep hurting feeling. And the reason for it is that I think I'm done with life...I always try to be positive, and more so for others but I have nothing in return. 

I thought one moment how it would feel just to go to sleep and never wake up...Seriously, go and by the lake I live to walk in, swim out and let myself drown. Feeling the water in the lungs painful for a bit but to then slowly sink, feeling good in the cold water then just go black. In peace cuz nothing I do seems to get better.

My family, friends, co-workers, classmates and even strangers judged me harmed me more than one way and now the close friend I have thinks I exaggerate and that they do no wrong, toy with my feelings. I get that a home a lot but I dont need it through a friend I was more than honest...I shouldn't have been and kind as well as understanding, they told me i never did harm to them but they keep doing it to me without it being on purpose but you know what, purpose or accident you did something and the damage is done or its making it worse. Its so simple be honest with yourself and me. :'(

I have nothing at the minute, no job once again sadly, no friends that care, no soul mate, family messes with my heart and head, not my own place nothing. And now here on da i'm getting nothing and the person who makes me feel this way we met through here DA...I can't even look at DA the same anymore. At least my account. I'm begging you any of my watchers...can someone give me advice? I'm serious here, nothing to grab for attention...I'm thinking of ending life...:'(

I swear if i dont get no help...I'm ending it. Its done. Ending my life since its not worth a kind me, my heart, my soul my mind or kindness people say i have...:'( I SHOULD HAVE BEEN MORE FOR MYSELF INSTEAD OF OTHERS!
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Artist | Student | Traditional Art
I am a normal girl in a big world that loves to create and express my feelings in my art (and verbally too). There is too much for me to explain but if you want to know more just ask. There's a lot of ingredients to the mix.

I love art, animals, people, and nature. In my work I often use only those and I love to daydream but never on the job. Fantasy and fiction are my favorite things to create, read, write and watch about and I do have a good sense of humor but I know who and what is offending me. I go by the golden rule: treat others the way you want to be treated.

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[For all of those who favorite my artwork: I thank you all <3 For all those who watch me: Thank you and I watch you back..(not in a creeper way o_O)]

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Favourite photographer: Julia Margaret Cameron
Favourite style of art: Any type!
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Favourite cartoon character: Many
Personal Quote: OH BOB SAGET!

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Hell everyone! I'm not sure what I'll do for my goal but...could I please have some points? I don't ask much from anyone, I greatly appreciate for those who'll donate anything to me.

Thank you so much for those who donate, you're loved by me. I promise I'll do something for you guys! :heart:

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GrimDreamArt Featured By Owner Jun 20, 2014  Professional Traditional Artist
A late thanks for faving "Fantasy Pond"!
xoxTaniaNxox Featured By Owner Jun 20, 2014  Student Traditional Artist
You're welcome
Divine-Marshal Featured By Owner Jun 11, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
I wanted to apologize for using your work without permission, I think I had some kind of sick-high.
I deleted the Journal nonetheless, and I thank you for being very reasonable. c:
xoxTaniaNxox Featured By Owner Jun 11, 2014  Student Traditional Artist
Oh you didn't have to delete the journal but next time remember to always ask, some artist get really upset about that but i thank you for taking interest in it tho! And thank you for replying :) Take care
Divine-Marshal Featured By Owner Jun 11, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
Oh it wasn't important ahaha. Thanks for being so kind!
xoxTaniaNxox Featured By Owner Jun 12, 2014  Student Traditional Artist
Lol you're welcome and thank you for being respectful back :)
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LordofNightsShadows Featured By Owner Jun 1, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
please, I didn't mean to hurt you at all, I never did :(
xoxTaniaNxox Featured By Owner Jun 1, 2014  Student Traditional Artist
LordofNightsShadows Featured By Owner Jun 1, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
:( please, just let me fix it...
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